twitfamous?

assalamualaikum,

dari hari ke hari, aku mula dapat rasa twitter sudah mula berubah. maksud aku, orang dalam twitter ni semakin hari semakin.... membuatkan aku meluat. kalau orang yang ada twitter account, memang-sememangnya tahu lah apa tu twitfamous and so on. why should anda semua agung2kan sangat twitfamous ni, padahal they're nobody. demi Allah aku tak dengki ke apa. cuma aku rasa macam... hey, wake up laaaaah twitter used to be a peaceful site, y know. kalau orang hebat reka tweet yang syok2 pun sebab dianugerahkan otak yang agak bagus. kalau tanya siapa yang anugerahkan, mesti masing2 boleh jawab. kalau anda semua tanya berapa orang twitfamous yang aku tau, aku akan cakap tak sampai lima. tak kesah lah anda semua nak kata aku ni menyedihkan ke apa, tapi like i care? ni haa contoh org yg aku follow,

https://twitter.com/#!/NazihahAnuar

https://twitter.com/#!/AnisAshaari

kenapa aku follow dorang dua je? sebab dorang sangat low profile. nazihah anuar tu liverpool's fan. so kadang2 seronok gak cari gang sama. boleh borak pasal bola and etc. anis ashaari ni pulak, sangat humble seriously. die follow back ramai jugak followers dia and dia reply every mention *i guess cause she replied mine* tapi nak kata aku agungkan dorang, memang tak. cuma seronok dapat kenal kawan baru. bukannya dengan meletakkan mereka sebagai 'twitfamous yang wajib diketahui' and so on.

kalau ditanya kenapa aku main twitter at the first place, aku akan jawab sebab twitter peneman bila aku bosan. like aku boleh tweet pape yang aku nak, apa yang ada dalam otak anywhere, anytime. cuma bila kadang2 timeline dipenuhi dengan kisah2 cinta manusia dan kata-kata cacian, memang pissed off lah aku. i know aku akan tutup jugak twitter account ni someday or create a new account but still, buat masa sekarang ni, aku terpaksa tutup mata or tengok timeline sambil lali je sebab i really need place to spill out my feelings. maybe not today, not tomorrow but one day, insyaAllah. 

bila kawan baik aku cakap orang create twitter sebab fame, aku setuju. cuma bagi aku, tak semua. orang retweet ke apa, aku tak rasa bangga apa pun. orang follow aku, aku takde pulak nak 'weh bangga nyew adew orang followw'. normal feeling. so people, stop it lah k? *ish siapa jelah aku nak beg kat orang *

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thanks for reading (:

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maybe i'm not good enough for you, for everyone. even i'd try so many times to be the best, i know you won't choose me after all. i am just a hopeless, pathetic friend of yours. i hate knowing that all of sudden, we're getting further apart. can't you realize that we've suddenly became strangers to one another? i don't know. i miss you. really. the saddest feeling ever is when you know you're not needed anymore cause that person has found someone else to replace you. yes, i know i'd mention about this at the older post yet truthfully, it just can't stop tearing my feelings up. life doesn't treat me well, this lately. i'd to go through tougher days alone. i need someone by my side but as always, i know i'll be the only one who should stand up for myself. if only i knew things gonna turn out this way.......... oh, stop it.

i admit i've gave up too early even i should have known that every problem comes with solution. i'm super exhausted, perhaps.

i'm broke. i wanna shop till drop. i wanna hangout with my sugarbabes. i wanna make new covers with hannani. i wanna go for a date with adila. i want things to go back to normal, please. and.. i want people to realize that they're hurting other people with their changes. wake up. stop hurting me.

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thanks for reading (:

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