it is nice to have someone to talk to , especially when it comes to something that most of us aren't aware of it. that we claim, it doesn't matter as long as we know how to control. feelings are uncontrollable. we cannot control our feelings. sometimes, a feeling leads us to a disastrous ending. it's up to us on how to deal. and I've been thinking about this one particular thing, lately. Imma wait for the right time to do. inshaaAllah. may He ease.